You constantly read, “Sorry, please try again,” off the inside of the cap of a soda bottle; it’s the ultimate story of your life. You have never came in first, you have never been the winner, and you will never be the best. There is always going to be someone out there who is better. There is always next time, you tried your best. At least you gave it your all. And in the end, all of those things that were supposed to make you feel better or make you feel like you actually did something right, just reminds you that no matter how much effort you put into something or how hard you have tried, you still failed. You will never be good enough.
Do you ever sit and think.. what if? What if you never said the first hello? What if our paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, or what if you would have said just one more thing? What if you had five more minutes? What if you could turn back time or make it all just stand still? What if you could say I love you one more time or NEVER had said it at all? Where would your life be?